Back to this world again~ 

Ever since everything ended, i have never thought i will land myself in this state. Maybe that is why everyone said love can change a person.

No faith in taking any steps in this relationship. Or maybe i dont feel like changing my ‘single’ status anymore. I dont see the vision of us. Yes, you said it right, never try never know.But i am sick of trying and getting myself into shits again. Once is enough, enough to pull me down deeply, enough to kill me.

So in need of another getaway. A getaway with just me, myself alone, and having only with the ideas of thinking what should i do today? where should i go today ? and nothing else. Ever since, i stepped in to the harsh reality and the working environment. I just feel so restless and so pressurize.

Can someone just give me a punch and make me unconscious. Best thing if i can lose my memory and restart my life again. Like how those video games, died, game over and restart game.